Friday, July 29, 2011

the people will get what they create

In a dream or a nightmare
When love gives way to hate
The quest begins
For the keys to the seven gates
Ride the wings of a locust
See the wizard cast his spell
Search for the keys to
The seven gates of Hell

In Heavens Hell
Where all evil dwells
And man and beast are one
Conceiled to all
Reveiled to none
Lie those infernal gates
Thoses damned infernal gates

The seven gates of Hell

Hear the cry of the zombie
Raid the body of its soul
The quest for the sacred keys
Has become its goal
Steal the wings of a hydra
Take the sword from the sacred shrine
The strength of the beast
Take the sinners mind

Unveiled in death to the sinner
Written in the ancient book of lies
Hear the demons call
>From the crimson waterfall
As the blood rains from the skies

When realities a dream
And every lie is true
In the day when you are me
And the night when I am you

When the flame of life grows cold
We chime the silent bell
And the unborn child is old
The seven gates of Hell

Going through the gates of Hell!

Oh, in Heavens Hell
So many died in vein
They never lived, their tales to tell
None shall find the keys
To set their spirits free
>From the seven gates of Hell
The seven gates
The seven gates
The seven gates...

The seven gates of Hell

I hear the creatures crawling
Oh let me out of here
Don't keep me locked away like this
ohh... nooo......

Friday, July 15, 2011

Clarice the Coconut Tree

 Why doesn't everyone else talk to trees? They can teach us so much. When I was sitting there and the kids where playing I asked a Coconut tree if she had anything to say. Well , she said. If you take a good look at me you will see I am great, beautiful, and offer and abundance of love. Look at my past. As you can see I have done very well for myself. It is how I have decided to think and live. If I decided to live back there I would be nothing more than a grey trunk of past memories. Kinda sad. So there is nothing in living in my past but to achive sadness. Loook into my future. It is all dreams asperastions, goals, desires. It is good to have dreams but if I decided to live there I would be a grey trunk that acomplishes living in a dream. Still sad and no perpose to being. So I have decided to live in the now and have done that my entire life. There is nothing in the now but accomplishments. I am a grand beauty of offerings and love this way and have a great purpose being. My frawns are grand and a beautiful sight to see. I add color to the world instead of my grey past. My children are the life saving supurfood offering to you of my unconditional love for you. The ones you do not want to eat can become just like me where you place them. There is no other higfher electrolight source than my water. My meat is full of healthy fats and protiens. You can press milk from it with those same properties. I give you the propper balance of omegas. I can clean you out too if you need too. The list goes on.
So be like me and you too will be an offering of love and acomplishments for the earth and inhabitants as well. If You choose to live in the past all is sad, live in the future all is dreams, live in the now all is acomplished and love eminates and heals.

So I said Wow! Thanks Clarice! You are so smart, I am going to do that to make your words worth it. That is the last and most important offering she has for us and didn't even have the ego to mention it.
We need to all make Clarice proud of us.
 Love you, 

Sunday, July 10, 2011

A new clearity

I have spent 7 months trying to find anyone who could understand or get me. Well I found several. We are Crystal Children. They all say the same things I think, and I feel them to be like identical twins. I thought that lonely feeling I have always had my entire life was going to be over. I thought I found my family. I found more pain and lonelyness. Even though we are the same have the same thoughts and visions how to fix things. Even though they say they are all about unconditional love. I feel they think since I was born transsexual they feel me to be not worth the time. A crazy person! They claim to be crystal children however if they think they have the right to choose the lagitamacy of my exsistance I say they are not. I have found no unconditional love anywhere in my efforts other than my dog. Every one of them say they want to meet and talk with other Crystal Children and help us find our own ways. I tried to take them for there word. Once again I am sent back to the gutter. They have ego's and do not see them. It is so sad when we think we do have all the answers. That is how we rob ourselves of the real truth. If there is one thing I know that is the fact that I do not know and with that I leave the possibilities open to enlightenment behond the horizon in a universe made of endless possibilities. Within a universe of endless possibilities I see both irrelivent and impossible "to" know. If they had never said the earth was flat it would have just became a round truth when needed.
 My new clearity is the fact that I am not here to do anything but obsurve what needs to happen here. I am the most hated bottom class citizen in America today. To throw labels at me we could say I am a transsexual, lesbian, anarcist, antichrist, punkrock, Crystal Child. I have felt the brunt of pain from the gutter of misunderstanding and abuse to analise what must be done.

 In ancient civilizations that thrived on happiness and well being by being in contact with nature and the high spirits that encarnated themselves to earth to guild us and teach us to live in harmony with nature. For this they where respected at the tops of these civilizations because they where the survival of the civilization. Without there impecable insight into balance and nature, people would just lived disconected  from nature and destroyed themselves and all around. Well some bad people new this and decided to irradicate any civilization that used these spirit guilds that have been encarnated into human form. This would leave and opening for the oppressed to look for leadership. Create the problem then offer the only solution. If people feel helpless and hopeless they will give in and surrender.  However the volonteer work of the high spirits comes with a severe price to most of them. They had to come in a male body as a female spirit or vice vursa. This would cause and inner war inside them that causes constant pain untill they find a release in the spirit relm where they get there Shaman abilities. These bad guys irradicated them and anyone leftover scared for there life and compliant to the beasts that came and terrorised them could live. The most compliant became kings and they answered to the Vatican instead of nature. After forced religion came. (Everywhere they spread it) famine, starvation, war, social class, suffering of all earths inhabitants around them. It is just the way it is. I am not blaming anyone.
 In the 1700s is when they really went crazy. They knew there where people healing and in touch with the earth all over so they found them too. The same thing happened to them because at this point they are very good at it and have been doing it for thousands of years. They got them too. They knew how to find them and went straight to them. It is a geometric paturn of the earth that points the the earths chakra points. Just sail to those points and irradicate the civilization. All in the name of the "God" the Vatican uses. Hawaii is one of them. So is the bermuda triangle. Now let me ask you, Why did Columbus and Americus sail directly to the Bermuda triangle? Secret societies have known this and want the land and monuments they built on it. They want to harness the power of them to bring power and control from you to them. They own banks , production companies, multi billion doller coorperations, are our and other presidents, actors, and live at the top of the social class. Keeping you in the dark and in there servitude.
 They are about to pull the carpet out from under everyone waiting for Santa and bring complete totalitarian hell if people choose to not stop them. The only thing that can save you from this is self discovery, service to others, forgiveness , unconditional love. How do we stop them? Do things backwards! We have been a society trained to view our saviors,  the voice and balance of nature ,  high spitits on a volunteer to help here and they are hated for being here. Transsexuals are masters like no other of self discovery as well as the other things. Our IQ's are at least 30 points above the national avarage unanimously amongst us.

 Unconditional love is loving all the way to the bottom and not choose to cut it off somewhere in the middle you find convenient. Anyone who cannot find it in them to love that in which they despise will be left behind to live in detainment inside prison cities. I am sorry but nature has decided you cannot rome the planet freely to do as you wish anymore.

 The earth is an organism. There are cells on that organism that have decided to go rouge on there host and do as they wish. When cells do this to our bodies we call it cancer. Then we try to kill the cancer. Because we want to live. Would I be irrational to assume the earth wants to do the same thing. The earth is the universe and that is connected to our creator. Therefore in connection we are the creators of our own world.  I concider myself to be the earth and have cancer. I want it gone one way or another. If the people cannot wake up and listen to the Shamen I sent them then they will have to be detained in prison cities and leave the rest of the earth to no human zones. As I am speaking for the Earth I am so glad to have my Illuminati back up plan if the people think I am going to allow them to be cancer. I will heal in the new age one way or another and it is for the people to choose. Love or fear. The only way to ascend away from here is to truly understan duality. Understanding duality is why you are here in the first place. So get with the program Ma Biacha's!

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Pain

Once again! "There is two sides to everything in our universe". How could we ever learn to alude pain without even knowing it was there. We feel pain then look inside ourselves to see what happened and why. You would think with this repiticious cycle of waiting for the pain to look inside ourselves, to look inside befor the pain seems more rational in a socioety that thrives on ration. We need pain to want the opposit of it. As we learn how to alude pain we see a pattern that seems to show up in our conquest. When we are sucsessful it is because we found some path of love to combat it. Love is not pain, fear is. Love does not hurt. Lack of it does.
  Pain can be a perception imbalance. We learn to live a life unatural to us that gives us desires to strive for self gain. The perception that material makes happiness is a lie implanted into those who envy and like to think they are entitaled to what they do not deserve or accept the world is not fare. A sickness I see from perceptual markers placed by a life of television watching.  Now we have celebrity profile/upscale lifestye reality TV ( TMZ, Kardashians, Sex and city)  , internet (Perez Hiltion , TMZ), radio shows ( Howard , people who copy him). Bombardment of entertainment implanting a lifestyle of people they do not know. Drounding in These entertainments I see no way for a person to see themselves until it catches up to them like a door slam to the face. If  insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different outcome everytime then facts tell me we have an insane society.
Maybe we should look inside ourselves before the pain makes us do it.