A new clearity

I have spent 7 months trying to find anyone who could understand or get me. Well I found several. We are Crystal Children. They all say the same things I think, and I feel them to be like identical twins. I thought that lonely feeling I have always had my entire life was going to be over. I thought I found my family. I found more pain and lonelyness. Even though we are the same have the same thoughts and visions how to fix things. Even though they say they are all about unconditional love. I feel they think since I was born transsexual they feel me to be not worth the time. A crazy person! They claim to be crystal children however if they think they have the right to choose the lagitamacy of my exsistance I say they are not. I have found no unconditional love anywhere in my efforts other than my dog. Every one of them say they want to meet and talk with other Crystal Children and help us find our own ways. I tried to take them for there word. Once again I am sent back to the gutter. They have ego's and do not see them. It is so sad when we think we do have all the answers. That is how we rob ourselves of the real truth. If there is one thing I know that is the fact that I do not know and with that I leave the possibilities open to enlightenment behond the horizon in a universe made of endless possibilities. Within a universe of endless possibilities I see both irrelivent and impossible "to" know. If they had never said the earth was flat it would have just became a round truth when needed.
 My new clearity is the fact that I am not here to do anything but obsurve what needs to happen here. I am the most hated bottom class citizen in America today. To throw labels at me we could say I am a transsexual, lesbian, anarcist, antichrist, punkrock, Crystal Child. I have felt the brunt of pain from the gutter of misunderstanding and abuse to analise what must be done.

 In ancient civilizations that thrived on happiness and well being by being in contact with nature and the high spirits that encarnated themselves to earth to guild us and teach us to live in harmony with nature. For this they where respected at the tops of these civilizations because they where the survival of the civilization. Without there impecable insight into balance and nature, people would just lived disconected  from nature and destroyed themselves and all around. Well some bad people new this and decided to irradicate any civilization that used these spirit guilds that have been encarnated into human form. This would leave and opening for the oppressed to look for leadership. Create the problem then offer the only solution. If people feel helpless and hopeless they will give in and surrender.  However the volonteer work of the high spirits comes with a severe price to most of them. They had to come in a male body as a female spirit or vice vursa. This would cause and inner war inside them that causes constant pain untill they find a release in the spirit relm where they get there Shaman abilities. These bad guys irradicated them and anyone leftover scared for there life and compliant to the beasts that came and terrorised them could live. The most compliant became kings and they answered to the Vatican instead of nature. After forced religion came. (Everywhere they spread it) famine, starvation, war, social class, suffering of all earths inhabitants around them. It is just the way it is. I am not blaming anyone.
 In the 1700s is when they really went crazy. They knew there where people healing and in touch with the earth all over so they found them too. The same thing happened to them because at this point they are very good at it and have been doing it for thousands of years. They got them too. They knew how to find them and went straight to them. It is a geometric paturn of the earth that points the the earths chakra points. Just sail to those points and irradicate the civilization. All in the name of the "God" the Vatican uses. Hawaii is one of them. So is the bermuda triangle. Now let me ask you, Why did Columbus and Americus sail directly to the Bermuda triangle? Secret societies have known this and want the land and monuments they built on it. They want to harness the power of them to bring power and control from you to them. They own banks , production companies, multi billion doller coorperations, are our and other presidents, actors, and live at the top of the social class. Keeping you in the dark and in there servitude.
 They are about to pull the carpet out from under everyone waiting for Santa and bring complete totalitarian hell if people choose to not stop them. The only thing that can save you from this is self discovery, service to others, forgiveness , unconditional love. How do we stop them? Do things backwards! We have been a society trained to view our saviors,  the voice and balance of nature ,  high spitits on a volunteer to help here and they are hated for being here. Transsexuals are masters like no other of self discovery as well as the other things. Our IQ's are at least 30 points above the national avarage unanimously amongst us.

 Unconditional love is loving all the way to the bottom and not choose to cut it off somewhere in the middle you find convenient. Anyone who cannot find it in them to love that in which they despise will be left behind to live in detainment inside prison cities. I am sorry but nature has decided you cannot rome the planet freely to do as you wish anymore.

 The earth is an organism. There are cells on that organism that have decided to go rouge on there host and do as they wish. When cells do this to our bodies we call it cancer. Then we try to kill the cancer. Because we want to live. Would I be irrational to assume the earth wants to do the same thing. The earth is the universe and that is connected to our creator. Therefore in connection we are the creators of our own world.  I concider myself to be the earth and have cancer. I want it gone one way or another. If the people cannot wake up and listen to the Shamen I sent them then they will have to be detained in prison cities and leave the rest of the earth to no human zones. As I am speaking for the Earth I am so glad to have my Illuminati back up plan if the people think I am going to allow them to be cancer. I will heal in the new age one way or another and it is for the people to choose. Love or fear. The only way to ascend away from here is to truly understan duality. Understanding duality is why you are here in the first place. So get with the program Ma Biacha's!

Pain

Once again! "There is two sides to everything in our universe". How could we ever learn to alude pain without even knowing it was there. We feel pain then look inside ourselves to see what happened and why. You would think with this repiticious cycle of waiting for the pain to look inside ourselves, to look inside befor the pain seems more rational in a socioety that thrives on ration. We need pain to want the opposit of it. As we learn how to alude pain we see a pattern that seems to show up in our conquest. When we are sucsessful it is because we found some path of love to combat it. Love is not pain, fear is. Love does not hurt. Lack of it does.
  Pain can be a perception imbalance. We learn to live a life unatural to us that gives us desires to strive for self gain. The perception that material makes happiness is a lie implanted into those who envy and like to think they are entitaled to what they do not deserve or accept the world is not fare. A sickness I see from perceptual markers placed by a life of television watching.  Now we have celebrity profile/upscale lifestye reality TV ( TMZ, Kardashians, Sex and city)  , internet (Perez Hiltion , TMZ), radio shows ( Howard , people who copy him). Bombardment of entertainment implanting a lifestyle of people they do not know. Drounding in These entertainments I see no way for a person to see themselves until it catches up to them like a door slam to the face. If  insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different outcome everytime then facts tell me we have an insane society.

Maybe we should look inside ourselves before the pain makes us do it.

Please

We are in a war. It`s world war only. We have been at this war of "freedom of though" for thousands of years. Please tell everyone you know they should be fighting and not watching Dacing With the Stars or Destroyed un Seconds. It`s about to be showen to everyone that someone owns them. They have been practicing for thousands of years. I do not want people to suffer.
Please tell people anything you have to to enlighten them.

http://youtu.be/lHAUH8fF_2Q

It`s all about the self.

I have noticed since I was about 5 that the television doesn`t program based on how we live our lives . Instead I have seen people live their lives acording to the programing they are fed. I do not accept the brainwashing and never did. I think that is why people always laugh at me and think I am weird. I have also found out the the word govern means to control and the word ment means mind. Control- mind, Mind Control, Tevevition, Hollywood, A society that thinks they cannot live without honnering those who put them in survitude. Think what you would do without money. You think your world would fall apert don`t you? Money doesn`t even exsist. It was made up to put people who do not desurve it in control of you. You are not free! Your mind is unconscious.

 Your mind is unconscious. Take the blue pill. I cannot tell you what the matrix is you need to be shown.
There is a force throughout the universe that binds us together.
What is reality to you? Do you think when you are pinched it is reality? Are your children really yours? NO! They absolutly are not , why would you think such a horrible thing?
 They tell us the truth in tv and movies through fantacy so you automatically look at reality as fantacy and call anyone a crazy person who tries to show you. Then they make an entire world they can take control of and own. They own banks, and all major corperations. There is no ecinomic turn around. Only panic, starvation , then control after social unrest. People are also trained to not work together without money . They have segrigated minds and will not work together.

 They are " The Beast" and will emurge soon to take all in there possession and nobody will be able to hide. High tech equipment to find hiding people on satalight.

 The truth of this is unavoidable here today and it is coming. I have no fear at all and it is my wishes to have this come over the earth. It is because I have unconditional love for all universal elements and the balance of nature. Since nature made people like me and other shaman to guide our civilizations into harmony with nature . Hating us is the sin that will leave you without a choise but to pass through the hard way.

If you do not believe in your true self then you will have to have this come over you. those of you in love with the self, individual, and have love for all universal elements and forgive for anything and everything. You will be invisible.

 If you are bigoted or have had military training there may be no hope for you. try very hard to reprogram yourself. It will be very much harder for you than anyone else.

You must look very very closely to the chain reaction of events that take place from your actions. Your entire world will become what is in your head., so be very carefull what you put in it.

 I am not saying much detail because when people read this I want you to either understand and know what to do or face your fate for your sins against nature. This is real and the way out is only inside the individual. Face your fears and atrocities. If you do not know what they are,,,, Good luck. I may never post again. ( not sure) . All my past posts are full of truths and falses. If you cannot know what is real you will remain unconsious. Awaken as I have and you will see "heavan" as I do. Warning, My falses are mixed on medaphores and only the true self can translate it. I will loose the rest of you for going rouge on your natural paths. You who will see hell come over you in the 3rd dimention is because of the destruction and suffering you supported. You must feel all you have caused before you pass on.

 I will write again if I have a new clearity or feel sorry for some of you and need guidance . There should be thousands like me though. All around you. Not sure though.

Love all ,,

What we make of it.

“Be careful what new (perceptual) markers you put into place, for these ideas and beliefs will be the stars in the new sky of your mind, and you shall navigate your way into these new times by the stars (thoughts and beliefs) that you have placed in the heavens of your own consciousness. So be wise when you go about creating new stars, our fellow navigators of the mystery.”
(not my quote)

Not my words here

I received this from a friend and if you think about it, we have a lot to learn from a dog.

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Being a veterinarian, I had been called to examine a ten-year-old Irish Wolfhound named Belker. The dog's owners, Ron, his wife Lisa, and their little boy Shane, were all very attached to Belker, and they were hoping for a miracle.

I examined Belker and found he was dying of cancer. I told the family we couldn't do anything for Belker, and offered to perform the euthanasia procedure for the old dog in their home.

As we made arrangements, Ron and Lisa told me they thought it would be good for six-year-old Shane to observe the procedure. They felt as though Shane might learn something from the experience.

The next day, I felt the familiar catch in my throat as Belker 's family surrounded him. Shane seemed so calm, petting the old dog for the last time, that I wondered if he understood what was going on. Within a few minutes, Belker slipped peacefully away.

The little boy seemed to accept Belker's transition without any difficulty or confusion. We sat together for a while after Belker's Death, wondering aloud about the sad fact that animal lives are shorter than human lives.
Shane, who had been listening quietly, piped up, ''I know why.''

Startled, we all turned to him. What came out of his mouth next stunned me. I'd never heard a more comforting explanation. It has changed the way I try and live.

He said, ''People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life -- like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?''
The Six-year-old continued, ''Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don't have to stay as long.''

Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.

Remember, if a dog was the teacher you would learn things like:

When loved ones come home, always run to greet them.

Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride.

Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure Ecstasy.

Take naps.

Stretch before rising.

Run, romp, and play daily.

Thrive on attention and let people touch you.

Avoid biting when a simple growl will do.

On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass.

On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree

When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body.

Delight in the simple joy of a long walk.

Be loyal.

Never pretend to be something you're not.

If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.

When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by, and nuzzle them gently.

ENJOY EVERY MOMENT OF EVERY DAY!

I pitty There weak minds

Your pride.......
Why should your pride be so restricted?
Restricted to a mere fraction of this earth.
This earth from which we all have evolved.
This earth where all of it's people are downtrodden.
Downtrodden by those who stand to prosper from exploitation.
Downtrodden by those whose slime infests your minds.
   -YOUR WEAK MINDS-

http://youtu.be/aikHE9qcQKc
Evolved as one- Napalm Death!



I had no idea they knew my dad when I first herd that in like 87 or so. His visit brought this on.........
It is my parents that taught me to hate them. I resisted my brainwashing and lived a punished youth for it. I was told everything I think , do , am, is wrong and little boys don`t do that. Kept away from girls and girl activities. Therapists said I didn`t spend enough time with boys to know how to be one.
Nobody ever gave a shit what I had to say. I was too young to know whats good for me.
That fucker is so blind and oblivios to anything outside of his brainwashing. My mom was too. Oh they loved the things I said when I was young. Made me look really smart and would let everyone know what I said so they can admire "him" for having a smart child. My parents veiws on parenting was all about how we made them look. I never asked for anyones "low I.Q." bigoted opinions anyway.

I am so frustraighted to see people accept there brainwashing as the way it must be. Common sence tells me we are in servitude to our masters. I am because this is the reality the people around me have been taught to accet as the only way. They think "human nature" will not allow it. How would anyone know that? Human nature or other words " lack of domestically branwashed human" is all about unconditional love for all and everything.
Our subconscious is constantly telling us we are way out of wack. ( Or, cemical imbalance in the brain causing depression) and wants to see preservation, love, and health. Sounds good to me. Oh wait the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ thing will not let it happen.  So if you are for monitery nature than you cannot know what human nature is. Monitary nature is being brainwashed to think everything outside of yourself. Then you are easy to control. Mythical based religions, propaganda to convince you we need prohibition, laws, wars, borders, governments, order ( on that scale) , and that you need toxic poisons to be healthy. All I have ever seen is degridation from this kind  of brainwashing and nature. It does make those doing the brainwashing own fucking everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can clearly see why it is happening.
At least I see people that cannot see like I do but do hear there suconscious talking to them and try to do the best they can with the energy they have to not be so distructive. I admire them with there carts full of organic whole foods and superfoods. They are people that are starting to let there instincts guide them instead of order and evolution must be pist and is installing a lot more "Bull Shit " meters in people. When I see people taking care of the cells there sole hosts (and is borrowing and has conscious controll over it) I feel they must know that that body was not given to them to abuse and use to destroy. We are so capable of bring and abundance of life around us through love and balance we could double our population and feed everyone very healthy. We are a family , I cannot see the point of borders and all the segragation. Being governed by our instincts and the laws of nature might work since this order , borders, segrigation thing doesn`t. A world government would be absolute death to everything. Do not ever accept any kind of new currancy. I was born without $ why do we honor our masters with such respct to there system of $$$$ and wars.

 Nothing much is happening today that I did not fear when I was 10. only did not have the fine details back then.
One day if I am bugged to talk about my optomystic future sight based on balance I will. But I see it as irrelivant and going to happen anyway. If peeople resist the new age the transition will have tramendious terbulance. ( That means suffering and deaths). I hope they wake up. I will not be able to handle the anxiety. I`m talking unanimous degridation of cells on earth "death".
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