The science of mind control

I was born with the ability to see medaphysics and how society is controlled like pets to an elite group. I I started figuring it out very young , like when I was 5 or 7 from tv and how people relate to it. I saw it trying to bombard my thoughts and take me from myself my entire life. I was punished for not giving in, my mother said i was the most frustraghting child because of it. I do not learn well from outside myself, I graduated highschool  Its done through repitition and fear.

 Once in fear we are looking for a way to avoid what we are in fear of, we have a hard time making correct decissions and are 98% wrong on the decissions we make when we are in fear.  When I say "fear" think of it as an umbrella term.  Its many things like Anger, frustraightion, judgements, Ego, Ect. Its all low frequencies of fear. Your thoughts do eminate a frequecy and your cells are prone to react to that frequency. If you can understand that then their is no reason to wonder where cancer and other sicknesses comes from. Worry, stress, saddness, low self esteem, ect. If you are occupying your mind , body, spirit complex with those lower frequencies how are you to grow? When in fear , its like thinking with your feet and hands,ready to runor fight, rational thought is at the back. When in growth its because you feel love and give love , you live in the now and now things only get better. In growth you feel geed and think through your heart where your love is. Your descissions are 100% correct in the long run when channeled throught the heart.

 If you could own perduction companies, banks, and major coorpoations , and churches, I would think you could corrupt and minipulate the minds of an entire public by keeping them in this "state of fear". Now I'm older and its reality tv and all dramma and fighting and much negativity, movies with truth about the secrets of the universe hidden in fantacy movies to aclimate the mind to see acual reality and the secrets behind how the elite stay at the top and keep others as "slave pets" to surve them and they consume all the energy for themselves and leave people starving and at war. This is acomplished through fear. How did you feel the morning of 9/11/2001? I was in the city that day and embrased many hysterical people who where in increadible fear. In that state of please protect me you can come to them with confidence and tell them anything you want and they will comply and do it. I am of light and told people I love them and its bad but you are ok now, its going to be ok, we are all together here to help eachother. For 2 weeks in NYC it was that way, I felt like all people of the city where family for that time because of the shock and fear. But with media bombardment , fear, and rumors and lies from politics, people fell to being beghind the Nazi like takeover of other nations. Americans became through all the very steps Adulf Hitler took to get Germany behind him. Early 1900s Non Jew Germans where not born evil and where not evil through the whole thing. Many wanted war to end but too many where brainwashed and in fear of comunist terrorists. They where all people who wanted to be safe. Everyone does. The banking cartel elite loaned the money to all sides and brought the energy back to them and put the entire world to war doing it. All through the ancient science of mass mind control. It is a very old scienxce from acient Egypt and beyond. It has been kept withing secret societies of these elite families.

  I am their worst enemy. I can read this science in everything and can expose it along with many others just like me. More and more of us are being born. They call us A.D.D. kids and stuff and put us on meds. These meds are to block us of this talant to know better and see the irrelivent waistful ways of scociety and want to change it. It ok to be a free thinker. Its found in music not mainstream. In the mainstream they keep you from the truth in music and give you lovely sugarcoated love songs (ooooh Baby, I love you) so you do not here messages of truth to awaken because much underground is just that. Lots of Rap, hip hop, Jass, Punk, alturnative, goth , satanic death metal, Everything has messages of truth. 

 Humanity is disconnected from the true inner talants and made pets to follow into a service to self society creating segrigation  , differences hated instead of engoyed and by turning the people against others of the same ( like what is done in prison) once turned against each other those who want control can come in and start taking it by choosing whichever side to win by loaning that side more money through lobying, campain, war and curancy, you name it. When we are against eachother blaming the other for our problems we will be reluctant to work together to resolve a compromise, specially when we are in a lower frequency of fear.

Born into a society that bombarded me with , things like, this is how it is, you have to be this way, this is what you are to do, and never told why. I refused all of it and knew what gifts I was born with. Spent some time disconnected from it but stayed very disconnected from all durring that time. I see young children talk about a man who live in the sky that will come save them and clean there mess because they gave themselves to him to be his slave or something. I have not seen anyone clean the mess of anyone else and  love doing it so this guy promissing this stuff must be very dominant to also tell them they will suffer and burn if they do not give themselves to him because the god they believe in created suffering and control and torment. I am so glad I was created from a loving creator and all things created are created of the same light. I now see there is truely nothing to fear . Forgive, forget, let go and let light raise your vibration through the dementions of light. That feeling of first falling in love , that first kiss tingling in your toes and the gitty feeling os wanting to laugh it feels so good. You do not need to have someone give that to you anymore because it has been inside us the entire time. We need to find it again and know it has been blocked from us through low frequency messages constantly thrown at us from news media, radio, movies that put you on edge and stories of  distress, murder, reality tv and fighting, Celebrity profile media and reality tv to aclimate the public to long for money and see themselves as less and money gives them what they are looking for. ( Lies) In school we are punished from a young age for being an individual, making others laugh is tought as bad. The children that are punished hold onto their spirit, do bad at school and are fun and make people laugh, Most good students have had their spirit destroyed by punishment of being connected to it. In school our natuiral talants are not recognised and our acidemic ability is. Poeple are aclimated to see acidemic level as intelligence. Its not intelligence can also be an inability to learn along with it. Or learn thing some people are intelligent to see as irrelivent so they are called stupid by the masses but these A.D.D kids are the future of our evolution and the higher intelligence of humanity on earth right now.

You know it can be better and it only changes from within yourself, All the external love cannot even mach to a fraction of what you can give yourself from within the self. Your true self and inner superstar tallents have been kept from you. Claim them back, be a weirdo , it ok. Love yourself always you matter so much to us all. The love you came to give is so longed for you will see how we love it when you emiate your love to the world to heal. When we do it together we litterally change the frequency of the entire planet. You have the power within you to know and have the human life experience you want , there is no luck, only what you know will come at you. Think goo thoughts about yourself, know that you are so very important and loved. You hacve it from me and your guilds, I am your guild if you like as well. We are all here to teach eachother and learn from yeachother at the same time. To know is the purest form of ignorance and hults our growth to learn untill we can dump arrigence and start to learn again.

Know that within you is love like you have never imagined, It is everything your light is, be that light and create the world of love you would like to be in. see your thoughts of love maifest to be that of pleasure and happiness. Because our happiness is out devine god given right.

 Love Always, AJ,,,,,

the people will get what they create

In a dream or a nightmare
When love gives way to hate
The quest begins
For the keys to the seven gates
Ride the wings of a locust
See the wizard cast his spell
Search for the keys to
The seven gates of Hell

In Heavens Hell
Where all evil dwells
And man and beast are one
Conceiled to all
Reveiled to none
Lie those infernal gates
Thoses damned infernal gates

The seven gates of Hell

Hear the cry of the zombie
Raid the body of its soul
The quest for the sacred keys
Has become its goal
Steal the wings of a hydra
Take the sword from the sacred shrine
The strength of the beast
Take the sinners mind

Unveiled in death to the sinner
Written in the ancient book of lies
Hear the demons call
>From the crimson waterfall
As the blood rains from the skies

When realities a dream
And every lie is true
In the day when you are me
And the night when I am you

When the flame of life grows cold
We chime the silent bell
And the unborn child is old
The seven gates of Hell

Going through the gates of Hell!

Oh, in Heavens Hell
So many died in vein
They never lived, their tales to tell
None shall find the keys
To set their spirits free
>From the seven gates of Hell
The seven gates
The seven gates
The seven gates...

The seven gates of Hell

I hear the creatures crawling
Oh let me out of here
Don't keep me locked away like this
ohh... nooo......

Clarice the Coconut Tree

 Why doesn't everyone else talk to trees? They can teach us so much. When I was sitting there and the kids where playing I asked a Coconut tree if she had anything to say. Well , she said. If you take a good look at me you will see I am great, beautiful, and offer and abundance of love. Look at my past. As you can see I have done very well for myself. It is how I have decided to think and live. If I decided to live back there I would be nothing more than a grey trunk of past memories. Kinda sad. So there is nothing in living in my past but to achive sadness. Loook into my future. It is all dreams asperastions, goals, desires. It is good to have dreams but if I decided to live there I would be a grey trunk that acomplishes living in a dream. Still sad and no perpose to being. So I have decided to live in the now and have done that my entire life. There is nothing in the now but accomplishments. I am a grand beauty of offerings and love this way and have a great purpose being. My frawns are grand and a beautiful sight to see. I add color to the world instead of my grey past. My children are the life saving supurfood offering to you of my unconditional love for you. The ones you do not want to eat can become just like me where you place them. There is no other higfher electrolight source than my water. My meat is full of healthy fats and protiens. You can press milk from it with those same properties. I give you the propper balance of omegas. I can clean you out too if you need too. The list goes on.
So be like me and you too will be an offering of love and acomplishments for the earth and inhabitants as well. If You choose to live in the past all is sad, live in the future all is dreams, live in the now all is acomplished and love eminates and heals.

So I said Wow! Thanks Clarice! You are so smart, I am going to do that to make your words worth it. That is the last and most important offering she has for us and didn't even have the ego to mention it.
We need to all make Clarice proud of us.
 Love you, 

A new clearity

I have spent 7 months trying to find anyone who could understand or get me. Well I found several. We are Crystal Children. They all say the same things I think, and I feel them to be like identical twins. I thought that lonely feeling I have always had my entire life was going to be over. I thought I found my family. I found more pain and lonelyness. Even though we are the same have the same thoughts and visions how to fix things. Even though they say they are all about unconditional love. I feel they think since I was born transsexual they feel me to be not worth the time. A crazy person! They claim to be crystal children however if they think they have the right to choose the lagitamacy of my exsistance I say they are not. I have found no unconditional love anywhere in my efforts other than my dog. Every one of them say they want to meet and talk with other Crystal Children and help us find our own ways. I tried to take them for there word. Once again I am sent back to the gutter. They have ego's and do not see them. It is so sad when we think we do have all the answers. That is how we rob ourselves of the real truth. If there is one thing I know that is the fact that I do not know and with that I leave the possibilities open to enlightenment behond the horizon in a universe made of endless possibilities. Within a universe of endless possibilities I see both irrelivent and impossible "to" know. If they had never said the earth was flat it would have just became a round truth when needed.
 My new clearity is the fact that I am not here to do anything but obsurve what needs to happen here. I am the most hated bottom class citizen in America today. To throw labels at me we could say I am a transsexual, lesbian, anarcist, antichrist, punkrock, Crystal Child. I have felt the brunt of pain from the gutter of misunderstanding and abuse to analise what must be done.

 In ancient civilizations that thrived on happiness and well being by being in contact with nature and the high spirits that encarnated themselves to earth to guild us and teach us to live in harmony with nature. For this they where respected at the tops of these civilizations because they where the survival of the civilization. Without there impecable insight into balance and nature, people would just lived disconected  from nature and destroyed themselves and all around. Well some bad people new this and decided to irradicate any civilization that used these spirit guilds that have been encarnated into human form. This would leave and opening for the oppressed to look for leadership. Create the problem then offer the only solution. If people feel helpless and hopeless they will give in and surrender.  However the volonteer work of the high spirits comes with a severe price to most of them. They had to come in a male body as a female spirit or vice vursa. This would cause and inner war inside them that causes constant pain untill they find a release in the spirit relm where they get there Shaman abilities. These bad guys irradicated them and anyone leftover scared for there life and compliant to the beasts that came and terrorised them could live. The most compliant became kings and they answered to the Vatican instead of nature. After forced religion came. (Everywhere they spread it) famine, starvation, war, social class, suffering of all earths inhabitants around them. It is just the way it is. I am not blaming anyone.
 In the 1700s is when they really went crazy. They knew there where people healing and in touch with the earth all over so they found them too. The same thing happened to them because at this point they are very good at it and have been doing it for thousands of years. They got them too. They knew how to find them and went straight to them. It is a geometric paturn of the earth that points the the earths chakra points. Just sail to those points and irradicate the civilization. All in the name of the "God" the Vatican uses. Hawaii is one of them. So is the bermuda triangle. Now let me ask you, Why did Columbus and Americus sail directly to the Bermuda triangle? Secret societies have known this and want the land and monuments they built on it. They want to harness the power of them to bring power and control from you to them. They own banks , production companies, multi billion doller coorperations, are our and other presidents, actors, and live at the top of the social class. Keeping you in the dark and in there servitude.
 They are about to pull the carpet out from under everyone waiting for Santa and bring complete totalitarian hell if people choose to not stop them. The only thing that can save you from this is self discovery, service to others, forgiveness , unconditional love. How do we stop them? Do things backwards! We have been a society trained to view our saviors,  the voice and balance of nature ,  high spitits on a volunteer to help here and they are hated for being here. Transsexuals are masters like no other of self discovery as well as the other things. Our IQ's are at least 30 points above the national avarage unanimously amongst us.

 Unconditional love is loving all the way to the bottom and not choose to cut it off somewhere in the middle you find convenient. Anyone who cannot find it in them to love that in which they despise will be left behind to live in detainment inside prison cities. I am sorry but nature has decided you cannot rome the planet freely to do as you wish anymore.

 The earth is an organism. There are cells on that organism that have decided to go rouge on there host and do as they wish. When cells do this to our bodies we call it cancer. Then we try to kill the cancer. Because we want to live. Would I be irrational to assume the earth wants to do the same thing. The earth is the universe and that is connected to our creator. Therefore in connection we are the creators of our own world.  I concider myself to be the earth and have cancer. I want it gone one way or another. If the people cannot wake up and listen to the Shamen I sent them then they will have to be detained in prison cities and leave the rest of the earth to no human zones. As I am speaking for the Earth I am so glad to have my Illuminati back up plan if the people think I am going to allow them to be cancer. I will heal in the new age one way or another and it is for the people to choose. Love or fear. The only way to ascend away from here is to truly understan duality. Understanding duality is why you are here in the first place. So get with the program Ma Biacha's!

Pain

Once again! "There is two sides to everything in our universe". How could we ever learn to alude pain without even knowing it was there. We feel pain then look inside ourselves to see what happened and why. You would think with this repiticious cycle of waiting for the pain to look inside ourselves, to look inside befor the pain seems more rational in a socioety that thrives on ration. We need pain to want the opposit of it. As we learn how to alude pain we see a pattern that seems to show up in our conquest. When we are sucsessful it is because we found some path of love to combat it. Love is not pain, fear is. Love does not hurt. Lack of it does.
  Pain can be a perception imbalance. We learn to live a life unatural to us that gives us desires to strive for self gain. The perception that material makes happiness is a lie implanted into those who envy and like to think they are entitaled to what they do not deserve or accept the world is not fare. A sickness I see from perceptual markers placed by a life of television watching.  Now we have celebrity profile/upscale lifestye reality TV ( TMZ, Kardashians, Sex and city)  , internet (Perez Hiltion , TMZ), radio shows ( Howard , people who copy him). Bombardment of entertainment implanting a lifestyle of people they do not know. Drounding in These entertainments I see no way for a person to see themselves until it catches up to them like a door slam to the face. If  insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different outcome everytime then facts tell me we have an insane society.

Maybe we should look inside ourselves before the pain makes us do it.

Please

We are in a war. It`s world war only. We have been at this war of "freedom of though" for thousands of years. Please tell everyone you know they should be fighting and not watching Dacing With the Stars or Destroyed un Seconds. It`s about to be showen to everyone that someone owns them. They have been practicing for thousands of years. I do not want people to suffer.
Please tell people anything you have to to enlighten them.

http://youtu.be/lHAUH8fF_2Q

It`s all about the self.

I have noticed since I was about 5 that the television doesn`t program based on how we live our lives . Instead I have seen people live their lives acording to the programing they are fed. I do not accept the brainwashing and never did. I think that is why people always laugh at me and think I am weird. I have also found out the the word govern means to control and the word ment means mind. Control- mind, Mind Control, Tevevition, Hollywood, A society that thinks they cannot live without honnering those who put them in survitude. Think what you would do without money. You think your world would fall apert don`t you? Money doesn`t even exsist. It was made up to put people who do not desurve it in control of you. You are not free! Your mind is unconscious.

 Your mind is unconscious. Take the blue pill. I cannot tell you what the matrix is you need to be shown.
There is a force throughout the universe that binds us together.
What is reality to you? Do you think when you are pinched it is reality? Are your children really yours? NO! They absolutly are not , why would you think such a horrible thing?
 They tell us the truth in tv and movies through fantacy so you automatically look at reality as fantacy and call anyone a crazy person who tries to show you. Then they make an entire world they can take control of and own. They own banks, and all major corperations. There is no ecinomic turn around. Only panic, starvation , then control after social unrest. People are also trained to not work together without money . They have segrigated minds and will not work together.

 They are " The Beast" and will emurge soon to take all in there possession and nobody will be able to hide. High tech equipment to find hiding people on satalight.

 The truth of this is unavoidable here today and it is coming. I have no fear at all and it is my wishes to have this come over the earth. It is because I have unconditional love for all universal elements and the balance of nature. Since nature made people like me and other shaman to guide our civilizations into harmony with nature . Hating us is the sin that will leave you without a choise but to pass through the hard way.

If you do not believe in your true self then you will have to have this come over you. those of you in love with the self, individual, and have love for all universal elements and forgive for anything and everything. You will be invisible.

 If you are bigoted or have had military training there may be no hope for you. try very hard to reprogram yourself. It will be very much harder for you than anyone else.

You must look very very closely to the chain reaction of events that take place from your actions. Your entire world will become what is in your head., so be very carefull what you put in it.

 I am not saying much detail because when people read this I want you to either understand and know what to do or face your fate for your sins against nature. This is real and the way out is only inside the individual. Face your fears and atrocities. If you do not know what they are,,,, Good luck. I may never post again. ( not sure) . All my past posts are full of truths and falses. If you cannot know what is real you will remain unconsious. Awaken as I have and you will see "heavan" as I do. Warning, My falses are mixed on medaphores and only the true self can translate it. I will loose the rest of you for going rouge on your natural paths. You who will see hell come over you in the 3rd dimention is because of the destruction and suffering you supported. You must feel all you have caused before you pass on.

 I will write again if I have a new clearity or feel sorry for some of you and need guidance . There should be thousands like me though. All around you. Not sure though.

Love all ,,